all sorts of blocked

for many many days, i've been unable to read anything except "the fountainhead." i have no idea why, of all the books i own and have read, i stick to good old howard roark. i don't get it. it's not the easiest read, but not quite dense enough to put me to sleep... who cares. the more pressing problem is that i can't write either. i've got lots of personal statement to get through and very little ability to do it. instead i lay around and read things online and fiddle with applications and watch baseball teams i don't care about. meh. i'm tired, and it's making me totally apathetic. i think i have to sit down at work and write a few sentences before leaving tomorrow night. not that i love to stay at work late, but i've got to bite the bullet and get this shit done. now that lsat scores are in, i have nothing else to wait for.

write write write write write. send me some mojo if you've got any to spare.