i'm back home. listening to fiona apple's when the pawn... which is a fantastic album, by the way. haven't unpacked yet, but slept 15 hours last night and this morning (got up for breakfast). haven't seen tao, so guess he's at training. set up my real stereo for the first time since moving in in april; music makes floors shake a bit. figure if upstairs neighbors can get away with early morning construction (7am!) then downstairs neighbors can handle middle-of-the-day light bass. had crackers and brie for lunch, quite satisfying. need to buy some food, and flowers. space bar is still broken and annoying. backspace next to go.

i usually don't do this, and in fact i think it's really lame most of the time. but. well. i'm enjoying it too much. lyrics below. so sue me.

a mistake

I'm gonna make a mistake-
I'm gonna do it on purpose
I'm gonna waste my time
Cuz I'm full as a tick
And I'm scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine
And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure
Had fun, so
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
Whatcha looking at me for
I'm no good at math
And when I find my way back,
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake,
I wanna mistake why can't I make a mistake?
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-
Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I'm forced to
Answer you, hell no
I've acquired quite a taste
For a well-made mistake, I wanna
Make a mistake, why can't I make a mistake
I'm always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why-